Sunday 30 November 2008

The House - Essay by IceGlacial @ ryho

The House

Glancing at the ancient grandfather-clock which has its hour-hand pointing at one, I took a deep breath as my three friends – Josh, Leah and Mike tagged along behind me, their faces white as sheets. Heaving a sigh, I asked them for the umpteenth time, “Did you really see Rachel walk past this way just now?”


“I’d be damned if I’m not sure”, replied Mike – he was the only one in our “gang” who did not miss a single chance to apply profanity in his speech.

“Fine then,” I sighed. “We’ll go through the next room and –”

“Dong! Dong! Dong!” I jumped as my words were cut off by the loud striking sound of the grandfather-clock that we passed by previously.

Checking her watch, Leah asked, “It’s only 1.13a.m. Aren’t those clocks supposed to strike only on every full hour?” 

“Yeah right, so much to the perfect accuracy of ancient grandfather-clocks”, said Mike in a sarcastic voice.

I asked Josh, who remained silent since we entered the large mansion, “Josh, you’re the genius here. So what do you think about this?”

Josh pondered a while before answering, “I don’t know… If any of you had noticed, the clock just now struck for thirteen times, how many clocks have you heard like that?”

“Oookay Einstein, stop scaring the wits out of our Little Leah, she’s freaked out enough already”, chuckled Mike. Indeed, Leah was grabbing my arm tensely, her icy grasp tight upon my warm skin. Josh bit his lips agitatedly, an uncertain expression on his face.

“Well, let’s get a move on, then.” I said, and we started walking slowly towards the door that led to the next room. Taking a deep breath again, I opened the door, and we were immediately overwhelmed by a wave of nausea as the stench inside the room rushed towards us.

“God damn it, what the hell’s that smell?” said Mike, staggering backwards.

“I don’t know, but it sure smells like blood to me.” I replied.

“Blood? But doesn’t that mean…” Leah started, but stopped instantly as our eyes took in the scene in front of us.

Sofas were overturned, the grand piano in the corner wrecked, blood was splattered on the wall plasters, but most eerily – a lighted candle was standing on a dust-covered coffee table, the wax dripping bit by bit every few seconds, making the room look scarier than ever.

“Who lighted the candle there anyway? It seems new to m –“

“Bloody hell!” Mike exclaimed, after bending down for a closer look at the coffee table. There, upon the dusty surface, was a message – a simple handwritten-message written not using ink, but blood.

Leave now.
“Maybe… maybe we should… should leave, shouldn’t we?” Leah asked in a trembling voice.

“And leave Rachel alone in this freaking, crumbling mansion? No wa –”

CRASH.

Someone – or something, crashed through the living room’s windows, dashing towards us at inhuman speed.

“Shit!” Mike swore out loud, grabbing the nearest weapon he could find – a half-broken table lamp, and flung it towards the creature – whatever it is.

The good news – Mike’s throw hit its target.
The bad news – the table lamp did not hurt the creature – it only made the creature turn towards Mike with its teeth bared.

“Run!” Mike found his voice again, and we started sprinting towards the door where we came in through, with me pulling out an object in my pocket as I ran – a silver penknife.

***

“Ryu, keep this silver penknife… It might help you against… other-worldly creatures…” 
My grandfather’s last words before he died. I disregarded what he said as I did not believe in supernatural elements that time, but I kept the penknife and brought it around me everyday – as a lucky charm, and as something to remember my grandfather by.


***

Glancing down at the silver penknife in my hand while I ran, I flipped open the blade – and at the same time, a hair-raising scream pierced the air – Mike’s scream.

The creature had pounced upon Mike’s back, slamming him face-down onto the floor, sending showers of dust floating. Mike struggled helplessly, trying his best to fend off the attack, but it was absolutely useless against the creature, which held Mike’s limbs in a vice-like grip using its four arms, leaving Mike vulnerable to the razor-sharp teeth that grew irregularly in the creature’s mouth.

Overcoming fear, Josh and I stopped running and started towards the creature instead. Josh body-slammed the creature with his bony, thin body, while I drove my silver penknife repeatedly into the creature’s chest – the place where I thought its heart would be. Every stab I made to the creature was greeted by a heart-curdling screech – obviously, my silver penknife was doing way more damage than Josh’s pitiful body-slam.

*** Scenes removed due to violence that I couldn’t describe ***

Heaving away the dead creature’s body, we saw Mike – or what was left of him. What used to be Mike’s stomach was now a large, gaping hole, with the remnants of his intestine dangling out. Nauseous, I tried to feel Mike’s carotid pulse, but there wasn’t any pulse – no sign of life. 

“Mike’s gone… There’s nothing we could do to help him anymore.” I told my other two companions – Josh, who was sitting speechless on the dusty floor, examining his wounded shoulder, which was slashed by the monster moments ago, and Leah, who was leaning against the wall, sobbing uncontrollably. “We’d better get a move on, and continue searching for Rachel – while she’s still alive.”

Leah gave a teary nod, while Josh still stayed where he sat, still silent and trembling.

“Josh, do you feel okay?” I asked, concerned.

“You… you go on without me. I think I’d be more of a liability if I tag along with you.” He replied in a shaky voice.

“But Josh, I –”

“Just GO! Didn’t you see that – that monster slashed me just now? Who knows, the wound might be infected, I could turn into a monster myself and attack you instead if I come along! For god’s sake, just go on and don’t worry about me!” Tears flowed from Josh’s eyes when he shouted the last six syllables.

I understood the reason for Josh’s actions – he was making a sacrifice by distancing himself from us. I was deeply moved by his sensibility.

“Tha… Thanks a lot, Josh. I wouldn’t ever forget everything you did to help me.” I gave Josh a brief, one-armed hug and continued, “Do what your heart guides you to.” 

Josh did not reply. 

Somewhere on the upper floor, a girl’s voice screamed.

“Rachel,” I said simply to Leah, running up the creaky wooden staircase, beckoning for her to follow me. However frightened she was, Leah walked behind me as though she was being hypnotized. The living room was already out of our sight.

CRASH.

A crash reverberated in the silent mansion, followed by the familiar scream again – Rachel’s shriek.

Following the sound of the shriek, Leah and I ran along the upper-floor corridor, eventually coming outside a door with a brass name-plate on it:

Michael Jackson’s Bedroom
I nearly laughed out loud, but fear stopped me from laughing. Inhaling deeply, I looked at Leah and nodded – our final nod, before I kicked the door open.

I entered the room just to see Rachel being grabbed by another monster – but this monster seemed more familiar to me. I darted forward, holding my silver penknife in front of me, while Leah closed in from the other side, trying to corner the monster.

In an agile movement, the monster swept one of its mutated arms towards Leah with utmost force, and sent her flying across the room and into a gaping hole – a hole that looked directly upon the living room just now. A loud crack; and Leah lay spread-eagled, motionless on the bottom floor. She was dead.

Adrenaline coursing through my veins, I tightened my grip upon my silver knife, and shouted at the monster to grab its attention – I decided that this would be a one-on-one battle between me and the awful creature.

In the split-second when the creature turned to face me, I noticed two things: 
One, that Rachel was still alive, injury-free, only terrified; and 
Two, that the monster looking back at me wasn’t only familiar. I actually knew the monster.

It was Josh.

Face contorted in pain and agony, Josh’s body seemed to have mutated – he had a body which was at least twice the size of mine, and extra hands that sprouted from his torso. I felt queasy – my friend, Josh, killed Leah without any mercy?

I have no doubt that I was next to die if I continue doing nothing. 

The most basic decision of human instinct naturally kicked into my mind: “Fight or flight?”

If I try to flee, I might be safe from any of these dangers that I am about to face.
But if I try to flee, I would be indirectly ending the life of my friend Rachel.
No other choice remained to me.

I propelled myself forward with my powerful legs, but Monster-Josh was expecting me – out of nowhere, a clawed hand slashed past my face, leaving a deep gash on my cheek. I was knocked backwards by the blow. Frantically planning a strategy in my mind, I retreated a few steps backwards and dived forwards again, catching the creature off-guard while stabbing it in its unguarded chest.

A scream of anguish, and the fight was over – Monster-Josh crumpled to the floor, while Josh’s face looked at me as though he had something left to say to me.

I felt no sympathy, no remorse.

Rachel, free from the monster’s grasp at last, ran up to me with outstretched hands – ready to embrace me. Slowly I walked towards her, and i stabbed her in the stomach.

Yes, I stabbed her.

For what reason, I do not know myself. Perhaps I just hate her after all.

Or perhaps, it’s the small part of me that starts to feel inhuman already.

Thanks to the gash on my cheek.

*****

The end. Thanks for reading.

Comments, and most importantly, a suitable title please! I can't think of any! Lol..

Oh ya, a lot of scenes have been deleted, because i'm not really a violent-essay writer, yet. But oh yeah, i have a lot of monsters in my mind's eye, as my brother's been playing Dead Space and Left 4 Dead these few days ^^.

Chao. Going to Gua Kelam tomor- no, i mean, today morning.

Friday 28 November 2008

Blog - Extended

I guess not many people saw my past post of June 21 - Blog blog blog!.

But for does who did, here's an extended version of my thoughts.

Gentlemen, start your engines..

Okay okay that's a lil' gay.. Well, here goes:

A blog -
To some, it may mean a place to post up their new finds - may it be game glitches, programming codes, new websites, etc etc.
To some, it may mean an online diary - a place to post everything that happens to them everyday.
To some, it may mean just a place to cry out, to speak up, to pour out all their cooped up emotions.

fat404's Journal (fat404)
This was probably one of the person that rekindled my enthusiasm for blogging (which started and ended in 2004 last time). His blog - a mixture of DotA, programming, his life, and stuff. Kinda inactive lately though.

untitled - 5th (arc)
Arc! Used to have a few blogs before this, that explains his blog title (5th). Used to complain about things, lol, but switched to tech stuff nowadays. Nearly inactive too.

Perspective (YD)
YD. Her's was more of a "How's London like" blog. Of course yeah, she has two other blogs too, but this is her latest one. Haven't been on the blogosphere since she came back from London.

Rapture (Yimin)
Her's is abit more towards the "online diary" type. She makes it a daily routine that she posts at least one post per day, lol, she's quite improving though. An avid blogger.

*@* 3|-|! Yu^ *@* (Inn)
Lets see.. Tzeinn's blog.. She used to use her MSN Space as her blog, but switched to Blogger after i convinced her to. Her blog's half art-exhibition, half weekly-diary. Just events - important events to her that she puts in writing.

Mr.FcuK (Teoh)
He blogs about his university life in Nottingham University, and of course - frisbee. Plenty of photos (as he says he's lazy to type, haha) but it's been unupdated lately.

Andylaukbeng (KBLau)
Truly unique!
He uses his blog as an ANNOUNCEMENT BOARD!
Lol, check it out if ya don't believe me.

Of course, some new blogs too that popped up without me knowing - a gang of bloggers!
Their blogs.. argh.. its either love, girlfriends, love, chinese, love and etc! Yuck, i actually havent really read all of their blogposts, >.<.

There you go, a list of blogs, a variety of writing styles, and different uses for their blogs.

Myself? I think that my blog's more of a hybrid - a mixture of several styles, and also a place to play with HTML-editting! Especially CSS! Just love it!

God, i think im boring, as im already bored out of my wits.

Abrupt goodbye.

Thursday 27 November 2008

Rights?

In reply to Yimin's post - It's Just ME, i'll have my say here too, lol.

Quoted from "Creating a SUCCESS environment" by Keith DeGreen:

Calvin's wife, Cathy was having problems with their two strapping teenage boys. They were good kids, and generally well behaved, but they had one shortcoming: they swore too much around the house.

Cathy went to the child psychologist at the school to ask her advice, "You must put your foot down," the psychologist said. "Let those two boys know, in no uncertain terms, that you simply will not permit their use of profanity around the house!"

"Right," Cathy thought. "From now on I'm going to take control of the situation!"

"The next morning, the two boys stampeded downstairs to breakfast. First the big, strapping, 16-year-old sat himself down at the breakfast table.

"Ma," he said, "give me some of them damn cornflakes."

Cathy was just a little thing, but without getting angry, she walked up to the 16-year-old, wound up, and belted him. The boy flew off the chair, his his head against the wall, and fell to the floor. His eyes were as big as saucers. He didn't know what happened.

Then, remaining poised, Cathy turned to her almost-as-large 15-year-old son, who was seating himself at the breakfast table. "And what would you like for breakfast?" she asked.

He leaned forward across the table, looked at his older brother down on the floor, looked at his mother and said, "I don't know, but I sure as hell don't want any of them damn cornflakes!"


Children of any age possess at least three inherent rights:
- The right to grow as children,
- The right to learn, and
- The right to love and be loved.

The right to grow as children
One of the saddest phenomena imaginable - and one that we've all witnessed from time to time - is the sight of a parent who expects too much from his child, too soon. Children don't necessarily understand things the first time they are explained to them. Their lack of understanding is not a function of any lack of intelligence; it is simply a reflection of their lack of experience.

The child who must be shown two, three, or four times how to cut his meat properly is not necessarily inconsiderate, uncaring, or dull. Children have a right to grow as children, individually, at their own speed. They have a right to expect that adults understand how hard it is to learn things for the first time.

*****

Parents should spend time educating their children, spending their time to show affection, instead of comparing them to - say, their neighbour's son or daughter.

Thats what i think personally anyway..

Thank god my parents understand me and love me the correct way.


Quoted from Yimin:
Live for your life.

Quoted from Megan:
You don't have to be popular and get everyone to notice you, what really matters is being yourself. When someone's digging your dirt, note to yourself: SO WHAT?!


*P/S: The book "Creating a SUCCESS Environment" was published in 1979, lol.. Belonged to my father after he attended a motivational course. The book covers everything - everything from life, work, families, and etc. Still halfway reading it myself yet. A perfect motivational book it is.

Wednesday 26 November 2008

Au Revoir - Essay by Ice @ ryho

Damn, so freaking bored, and i wonder what should i blog about.

Here you go, an essay by me again, entitled "Au Revoir", i don't know what made me write this - probably some kind of virus hacked into my mind.

Au Revoir

A ward door opened silently.

I jumped from my solitary seat on the hospital bench, rushing towards Cassandra’s parents, who were just walking out of a ward – a ward that was now occupied by my friend – a twenty-two year old girl by the name of Cassandra Jennings.

“How’s Cassie?” came my shaken voice.

“She’s... She’s fine, but she’s still in a coma, none of us were able to... To rouse her...” Cassandra’s mother – whom I called Mrs. Jennings, replied with a voice that suggested that she was on the verge of breaking down.

“Can I visit her now?”

“Sure. While you’re at it, you could even stay the night to watch over Cassie. Just phone us if there’s any progress, okay?” It was Cassandra’s dad, replying me with a strong but sad voice. I watched them walk hand by hand away towards the hospital’s exit; both overcame by grief, not a word uttered to each other.

Heaving a sigh, I pushed open the ward door as silently as I could. The image that greeted me was the most unforgettable image that was ever etched in my mind – the heart-piercing image of Cassandra lying on the bed, unmoving, silent. With a few steps across the room, I settled myself on a plastic chair beside Cassandra’s bed, glancing at Cassandra’s face – so carefree, so innocent, one might even think that she was just sleeping soundly. Her blonde hair was tousled – clearly one who had not had the chance to tidy up herself.

“Cassie, Cassie, why don’t you tell me about this earlier?” I whispered softly. “Why were you acting as if everything’s fine last time?” As I glanced at Cassie’s relaxed visage, torrents of memories – memories between Cassie and me – began flooding into my mind, drowning out my other thoughts.

*****

I was fifteen years old again, walking in the school corridors alone. Suddenly, an unfamiliar girl approached me, her blonde hair – which was tied in a ponytail – bounced behind her with every step she took. Staring at me with her extraordinarily blue eyes, she asked me in European-accented English, “Hi there, my name is Cassandra Jennings; I just moved in from London, would you mind being my friend?” She held out her hand as she finished her introduction.

Friends? There was no one who asked me to be friends before, I thought. However flabbergasted, I returned her handshake, introducing myself, speaking in broken English, “Uhh, yes, sure can.”


Indeed, that was how I met Cassandra Jennings – a simple introduction, ended in not more than a few words. However, as she started to familiarize herself with her new school, I was her best – and probably her only friend. We were two students – two close friends living in a world of strangers, no one could break our friendship.

As time passed, we stepped into Year Four of our alma mater. Our friendship did not waver even one bit. Cassandra had started giving me extra tutoring after school, so as to transform my so-called “Manglish” into proper English. I was enthusiastic – probably not only I got the golden chance of learning proper English at last, but also because of the fact that my best friend was willing to sacrifice herself, just to make sure that my grasp of the seemingly complicated English language was up to scratch.

“Bear in mind that ‘affect’ isn’t the same as ‘effect’, ‘affect’ is a verb but – Rui You, stop daydreaming! What are you thinking of?” She said, a hint of disapproval and impatience in her voice.

“You.” I said firmly, holding my breath to see the effect of my words.

Cassandra blushed. She looked away and began fumbling with her fingers awkwardly, “Keep your mind focused on the lessons, won’t you?”…


We entered Year Five of our school without knowing it ourselves. The both of us struck a mutual, even intimate friendship that most people would envy. However, we reached an unspoken agreement that we would not get involved in a relationship yet – not until we end our final year in secondary school.

It was on the 25th of December – A day where Christmas is celebrated, and also the birthday of Cassandra, that I made my first move.

Walking with Cassandra on the stone-paved paths in our local park, I produced a glass-blown rose from my pocket, looking her full in the eye, and asked, “Will you be my girlfriend?”

She said yes.


We were separated later on as we were forced to attend different universities. However, our hearts grew fonder of each other, strengthened by the distance that separated us. Phone calls, E-mails… We did as much as we can to ensure that we could get in touch with one another. Both of us endured the excruciating five-year period we had to spend for our university education – till it finally passed, at long last.

We planned to meet back at our secondary school this afternoon. But she never came.

I waited under the shady Angsana tree, getting more agitated by every second. Suddenly, my cell phone rang, breaking the monotonous silence. I glanced at the display screen, which showed “Cassie’s Parents”. Clueless of what to expect, I answered the call.

Moments later, I was rushing to the hospital, jostling past crowds, ignoring the scandalized glares from most of the nurses and doctors present. I was only focused on my current mission: To get to Cassandra as fast as I could.

Cassandra had been diagnosed with a late stage of pancreatic cancer. Because of the late warning signs, her situation was irrecoverable, hopeless – according to the doctor who diagnosed her.

“A few weeks, maybe days are all she has left. There’s nothing you can do, just make sure that her final moments are… are happy… if she even wakes up.” I recalled what the doctors said. This was unbearable. I could not face the prospect of Cassandra leaving my side after years and years of separation by distance. I just could not.

I made a vow to myself then – I would stay by her sickbed every night, till she regains consciousness.

*****

As I looked at Cassandra’s closed eyelids, I held back the tears that were forming in the corners of my eyes, thinking of the long-past memories – happy moments that we had together. It hadn’t even occurred to me that I would ever see Cassie in a situation like this. She used to talk jokingly about it, “Cancer? I’m not afraid of it, as I’m healthy, I’m happy, and I’m Cassie!” then she would laugh at her own words.

As I kept reliving recollections, I started to fall into a doze; till I finally rested my head on Cassandra’s motionless figure in a fitful slumber.

The dream I had was a weird one.

Cassandra regained consciousness from her coma, sitting up in bed and looking back at me with her presently tear-filled blue eyes. She looked at me for what seemed to be an eternity, before saying,

“Rui You, it’s time to let go now, I can’t fight on anymore. I would have spent the rest of my life with you, but – things aren’t as lucky for me as it seems. I’m really sorry for not telling you about my disease, as I thought you might panic and distance yourself from me. I’m really sorry, Rui You… Promise me that you’ll find another sweetheart after I’m gone…”

“Cassie, you know that I won’t!” I replied, “There’s no way that I could find another girlfriend...”

With a sad smile, Cassie said, “You’d just have to learn… I’m just a chapter of your life, but you have to move on to the next chapter… I love you, Rui You…”


I woke up abruptly from my restless sleep, clearly aware of my sweat-soaked body – I was clearly panicked. A swift glance at Cassandra’s eyelids showed me two beads of tears leaking out from underneath. Did she know what I was feeling? An unexplainable sense of foreboding was coursing through my veins. I could not explain why I was feeling so nervous, so cold at once.

“Beep~” The regular beeping of the pulse-rater was suddenly replaced by a flat, long beep. Sensing that something was wrong, I leapt up from the chair and slammed my trembling hands repeatedly on the emergency button above Cassie’s bed, calling frantically for a doctor through the intercom.

The next moment, I was shoved away by doctors and nurses – the previously silent ward has plunged into a state of emergency. I could only stare in helplessness as I saw the spectacle in front of my bare eyes.

“200 watts. Clear!” The doctor plunged the defibrillator into Cassie’s upper chest. She jolted, but the pulse-rater continued beeping irregularly.

“300! Clear!” Another jolt. Still the same.

“400! Clear!” Another jolt… Tears finally flowed freely from my eyes, dripping on the shining clean ward floor…

*****

“I’m so sorry; we haven’t been able to rescue her…” Moments later, the doctor-in-charge of Cassandra was informing Mr. and Mrs. Jennings about her failure to survive. I looked on, too distressed to utter a word. I knew that whatever I said, whatever I did, I could not change the hard fact – the fact that my best friend Cassandra Jennings had succumbed powerlessly to the cancer, leaving me forever…

I thought that life had come to a standstill for me. Without Cassandra, life isn’t worth living anymore. Without Cassandra, my successes would be useless as there isn’t someone to share it with. Without Cassandra, I have just lost a large piece of my life – A piece that might never be completely replaced.

“Promise me that you’ll find another sweetheart after I’m gone…”

Would I do that? Would I be able to wash away our memories together? Would I be able to start afresh again? Would I?

However absurd that is to others, I would try to fulfill Cassandra’s final will – for me to find happiness again. I would start a new book, writing in new notes, occasionally adding in notes from my past book… But it would not be the same as the old book, which was tinted with memories – precious memories hard to erase, impossible to substitute.

On the other hand, I felt happy for Cassandra because she was now free from the excruciating torture caused by cancer – a flame smoldering her from the inside. Perhaps, she could live a better life, and maybe find a better partner, wherever she is now…

Cassie, you were the one who helped me improve my English;
Cassie, you were the one who made me stronger in my life;
Cassie, you were the one who filled up the void of loneliness in me;
Cassie, you… were the one who taught me how to love.

Farewell, Cassandra Jennings.

____________

That's it, go on vomitting or scoffing, lol.

*I don't know any Cassandra Jennings in my life;
I'm 15 years old, not 22 years old;
I never did all the things that i said up there.*

Thanks for reading.

Chao.

Sunday 23 November 2008

Journey to The Southernmost Part of Asia

*NOTICE: PHOTOS ARE UPLOADED!*

Forgive me twice -
1) for my absence from the blogosphere
&
2) for i am about to bore your eyes with my boring blogpost - once again.

Here goes - a boring, long, useless, whatever-you-call-it rant of my 6 5-day trip to Singapore. (I'll explain the correction later)

Details

Time of departure : 8.00am
Members involved : 6 (Dad, Mum, Me, Pn Ho, Cousin sister and cousin brother)
Vehicle used : KIA Carnival
Destination : Singapore
Duration of Vacation : Stated above. (18 - 23 22 November 2008)

18th November

The first day of our journey.
Woke up with the help of my ear-splitting alarm clock, and i actually laughed out loud as i was gonna "pang pueh kee" for three things at once - Frisbee, volleyball training, and badminton - which were all scheduled for today.
Lol.
No matter, did my last-minute preparations, and we started our journey south-wards, as usual - monotonous driving, bla bla bla..

About where we had our brunch - its the same as last time: Pun Chun Restaurant in Bidor - my dad's personal favourite.
Stopped at Jejantas Sungai Buloh for a washup, and we finally reached KL sharp on 1.00pm. Dropped off Pn Ho and her daughter at the bookfair in Mines, and the rest of us went to have lunch.

"Umm, i'll have a plate of chicken rice please" - Me.
"Sek gai fan ar?" - The one in charge of the stall.
"Yeah, gai fan. Uhh excuse me, do you speak english or chinese?"
*She shakes her head and mumbles a few Cantonese words which i have no idea what they are*
"Oh, okay, whatever. Well, i'll be eating here" *Mimes eating, and points at my table*
And she nodded - guess she understood what i meant.

Moments later - my order came just as i wanted - chicken breastmeat, and no beansprouts. Guess my miming was considered "Okay".

The rest of the noon passed by with nothing much interesting - just smsing with frens in my sister's new flat. Night was spent at Midvalley Megamall - with me hunting for a hairdye - adventurous, eh?

19th November

After having a instant Roti Prata in the nearest Nasi Kandar shop, we went to our next destination - 佛光山 in Jenjarom.

Clarity, peace, serenity (Big Girls Don't Cry anyone?) - that were the few words that fully define the place.


The Bodhisattva statue welcoming us at the entrance..


.. and a big red board, lol.


The gigantic entrance.


And yet, another board! What is it with me and boards?


Buddha's statue sitting in the middle of it all..


.. and the legendary Thousand-handed Goddess.


Look - One, two, three statues! No wait, who's that idiot in the middle?








Mini-cities built using styrofoam - wonder why they don't use clay or bricks..


The hallway of the main temple hall..


.. with yet another cute monk statue outside.

Of course, we did try copying part of the 菜根谭 - by using Chinese ink and brush. Argh, again, i disappointed my late grandpa (who was a great Chinese scholar last time) with my ugly writing. Dad and Pn Ho did pretty well, though - i obviously didn't inherit their calligraphy skills.

Brought our calligraphy writings to the "female-monk-in-charge" there, and she started to "analyze" our characteristcs according to our handwritings.

My results? Lol?

"You are very rebellious, and you don't listen to elders' advices."
WHAT?
No matter, i nodded and nodded, acknowledging everything she said - as if im an oh-so-indisciplined-teen.
Actually i think that what she took note was my hair - which stood at its fullest at Punk-style - spiky, and that kinda defines me as a rebellious punk.

Of course, something she said hit the jackpot too.

"You're too influenced by Western culture."
Oookay, i admit that.
English blogs, English movies, English songs, English books, etcetera, etcetera.
Chinese?
Chinese appearance.
Ahh, thats it.

Her advice was for me to revert to Eastern culture - to be not so outgoing, to be not so adventurous, to be.. not who i am right now. Luckily my dad disapproved, and asked me not to be too Eastern, :P.

Next, we went for a visit to my "grandma's" house
(Actually, i have absolutely no idea how she was related to me - probably not blood-related, just "relationship-related")
Went to the house, and counted.
Oh my god.
3 damn houses in a row.
At least 7 luxury cars that belong to her son and daughter.
Those which caught my eye?
Porsche Cayenne and a Mercedes Benz SL500.
ALL OF THE CARS were having number plates of _ _ _ 6668.
Holy.

Chitchatted for a while at her house, and went back to my sister's flat - to witness Pn Ho pitifully pumping air into the air-bed she brought, only to realise minutes later that she forgot to close up the valve.

20th November

Breakfast was in Seremban.

And we went straight to Singapore through the Second Link - with help from sis's GPS, of course. Journey was uneventful, the imigration affairs was uninteresting too, unless you count us meeting an officer who was from Sungai Petani, Kedah too.

*Fast-forwards*

Looked to the left - a Mazda RX-8.
Looked to the right - a Mercedes taxi.
Looked back in front - a Nissan GTR.
Holy moly.
During our entire drive towards our hotel, we were greeted by several cars - that are considered "rare" in Malaysia, unless you're in KL.
BMWs, Mazdas, Mercedeses, what more?
One thing i have to note - Singaporeans park their BMWs just as we would park our Proton Sagas - simply by the roadside, without any protection or whatever.

Arrived at our hotel - Lai Ming Cosmoland Hotel, which was at the heart of Geylang, Singapore.
Those who've been to Singapore might know what i mean.
For those who haven't, however..
Here comes an explanation, please close your eyes! Lol..

Quoted from Wikipedia

"Geylang is also the red-light district of Singapore. It is the only area in the city-state where prostitution is legal. Thousands of Asian prostitutes (mostly from China) from other countries work in Geylang, and visitors and locals alike flock to the area each evening. The district is home to hundreds of brothels. Some are regulated, while others operate behind the scenes illegally."

Just to clarify - I'D NEVER GOT INVOLVED IN THOSE THINGS! NOR DID MY FAMILY WHILE WE WERE THERE!

Thanks for understanding.

Heard from my sister in KL that the roads there were actually systematic -
Odd number streets for food (1, 3, 5, 7, etc)
And..
Even number streets for prostitutes (2, 4, 6, 8 etc).

*Fast-forwards*

Woo! I love the MRT system! User-friendly, fast, efficient, dot-dot-dot.

Boarded a train and a Mercedes van (which costed S$35 per head) to reach the Night Safari. The atmosphere in the van was quite light - with Germans, Americans, and us Malaysians talking and ice-breaking.

And our Night Safari trip wasn't as interesting as i expected, just that i bought a glow-in-the-dark flying-squirrel keychain as my souvenir, that's all.

21st November

Second day in Singapore.
Big deal! o.o||

Had our breakfast - 油条 (What dyou call it in english? Oil sticks lol?) with soybean milk at a restaurant which is famed for the delicacy, before boarding an MRT and shuttlebus to Sentosa Island.


The famed Merlion statue - the landmark of Singapore.

Sentosa Island, Sentosa Island.. How do i describe it?
Ahhh, "Beach" might be the word.
Due to lack of time again, we simply browsed the island (走马观花 style) on a "tour tram". Saw people on the beach playing frisbee! And of course we saw the training of players for the International Beachball Singapore Team too.




Siloso Beach..


A work of art! lol!

Back to Harbourfront, and we went to the legendary VivoCity - probably called the "Smart City" by some? - just to kill time. And oh i forgot, the only Malaysian car i saw in Singapore - Perodua Savvy - was parked outside VivoCity.


HarbourFront top outdoor floor.


Pure joy..


.. and happiness.


Animals up for hire!


Lower floor - still outdoor though.




The awesome sight.


A StarCruise named "Virgo" harboured there.


Captured the Chrismas Tree, Santa's sled, and the mast of StarCruise Virgo.


VivoCity interior!

Well, after seeing VivoCity, i concluded that Singapore was sooo similar to KL - just minus the Malays (no offence meant, i dun wanna be caught by the ISA!) and plus so many imported cars, mwahahaha.

Night was spent at Suntec City Mall - dad wanted to shop for a pair of new sportshoes for me.

Nike.. Adidas.. New Balance.. Fila.. Diesel..

Brands keep flashing past my eyes. And dad was going:
"This one would tear off after a few wears"..
"We could get that for the same price at Malaysia"..
"They don't have our size"..

Till we finally settled down for a pair of Fila running shoes - good-qualitied, and cheap (S$38.90, converts to around RM98, which is a GREAT deal for the quality).
Spent a total of two hours browsing for shoes.
Weird, i've never been such long at shopping.
Uhh, i mean, i don't shop.

Ookay, and i started ransacking every sports shop for a new Discraft - sadly none of the shops seem to sell them. Kinda disappointed, but no matter - at least i got a new pair of running shoes.

Bugis street - dinner! Actually had to walk a distance from Suntec Mall before reaching Bugis street, but it was worth it - the food were awesome! The average price for each food - around S$4 was every percent worth the food itself, which was warm, steaming, fragrant, yummy and delicious! I settled for a Nasi Briyani set, and it was just soo cool!

22nd November

Third, and last morning in Singapore.

Had a simple breakfast - bread and soya milk - in our hotel room, got prepared, and asked for help from Pn Ho to dye my hair - using a temporary dye that she bought for me yesterday.

The result?



Purple hair? Yuck wait does it suit me? Nevermind, i think it looks quite okay.

*Fast-forwards*

Went past the imigration in Singapore and Johor, and we were back in Malaysia by 8am! Finally got a chance to reply all those SMSes and calls which i ignored during my stay in Singapore - how could i reply them with every SMSes costing RM1 and calls costing RM5 per minute?

Contacted Teoh for frisbee affairs, but didn't work out - he didnt get a chance to meet Jyn for the discs yet. Nvm, i'll settle for a MyDisc from his sister back in SP first, and i'll get the Discraft from him later when he comes back for his holidays.

We were supposed to stay in KL for a night, and go back by 23rd night, but dad changed his mind - so we went home straight, and here i am, safely back at home by 2100hrs, 22nd November.

*Looks at the time now*

Ooh my, its already 2.16AM. Gotta go, frisbee tomorrow!

*** Summary of Singapore ***
- The people there are friendly and helpful.
- One could survive there with a firm grasp of two languages (Chinese and English).
- Food were quite nice, but expensive.
- BMWs own the roads.

Saturday 22 November 2008

Yimin's Tag!

What i have

My school mates know about my blog.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
My parents have faith in me.
I have bought shoes this month.
I'm a guy.
I'm happy with what I have.
I love my friends and family.
I think I'm fat.

What i hope for

I have an iPod.
I have red hair.
We'll last.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I'm hot.
I've got a DS/DS light.  
I have W-ii.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom!
I've got a new phone.

Sorry for the format like this, but something weird keeps happening to me - i cant colour / bold some of the words, >.<..

Tuesday 18 November 2008

A new poem!

Argh, couldnt resist the temptation of using the computer! XD!

Just came up here to post a new poem that i made for my bloggie:

(Its up on the Title banner too, but here's the text version)

Showers of joy, hailstorms of light,
Eliminates darkness, diminishes fright;
Moments of rapture, moments of bliss,
Precious memories that I savour and miss.


Again, a poem made purely by me myself, no copies or plagiarism done. That makes it a total of two poems that i made.

Chao, gotta go! Early start tomorrow!

*Will be skipping frisbee (2morrow), badminton (2morrow), and volleyball (2morrow too). Same goes with the other activities for the rest of the week. Not complaining, as my poor feet with blisters needs a rest. Sorry everyone~ XD.*

"Friendship is not friendship without trust, without it I walk alone."
- James P. Michels Jr.

Monday 17 November 2008

Away From The Blogosphere - Replay

Oh ya, i would be away from blogging for this week - going to Singapore!

Gonna meet up with my sister in KL, get a disc from Teoh in KL, visit my brother in Johor, go to SG, come back from SG, pick up my bro from his place (year-end-holidays), pass by KL again - with rest at my sister's place of course, and back to SP again.

Of course, not all done in a day - but for 5 - 6 days, not sure.

Btw, i need a webhost where i can upload my (and my friends blogs') blog-songs there. Best if without a data-transfer-quota - I just exceeded the quota for thrice for my googlepages host.

Chao to you all.

"Keep your eyes upon me, keep me in your sight,
Help me don the crooked road, lead me to the light;

The road I'm on is dark, I'm not sure if I know the way,
Yet with you right beside me, I'm certain I won't stray;

Protect me from the world, I know we'll make it through,
Give me all the strength I need.. Let me lean on you."

- Megan Stroup

Sunday 16 November 2008

Da Run!

2359hrs (15th) / 0000hrs (16th) - after watching Predator in the telly, i bathed and prepared myself to gather at school - for the bus that will be taking us to Penang.

Was asked by Wong to gather there at midnight sharp, but even as we all gathered there, he and his familiy was late - no surprises, as they live in Bandar Puteri Jaya. Got our "rations" from Pn Gwee - a can of 100Plus, and a Fairy hotdog bun. Grateful anyway, even with the cheesebun in my bag that my mom packed for me.

Our journey started at around.. at around.. oh crap i forgot the time, XD. Sometime between 0030 and 0100 anyways. Couldn't get a wink of sleep in the bus, as friends all over the bus were chattering here and there, occasionally giving a huge orchestra of laughter - mostly coming from the siaokia group at the back of the bus. Couldn't get a wink of sleep, yet i couldn't stay fully awake too. Stuck between unconciousness and conciousness - grogginess, that's sooo evil!

Reached Queensbay Mall (walked quite a long distance there from our bus) at around 0200hrs, only to find out that the starting point for us Quartermarathon runners is at the Pantai Jerejak beach.

Diagram 1:

(Click on diagram for larger picture)
Legend (Key): Red arrow - our initial direction
Green arrow - the correct route

Thanks to Pn Gwee (-.-), i was supposed to lead all of them to Pantai Jerejak to gather there. So i started walking and walking (refer to green arrow), while asking the voluntary guards for directional assistances occasionally. Actually i was abit inconfident: "What if im leading them the wrong way? I'll surely get scolded or whatever by those who're following me..". So i did the only rational thing - I asked them to wait there first, while i run up front to check whether we're on the right track.

Gosh, the distance between us and the jetty was around 1km! Confirmed that the jetty is our starting place, and i placed a call to Pn Gwee - asking her to "scoop up" all the remaining students at Queensbay Mall. What i DIDN'T expect is her asking me to make a detour back to lead her pula.. Damn.

*Fast-forward*

After all the preparations i made for the run - buns, water and contact lenses, i didn't bring any of them down from the bus. Obviously, i was sleepy, (the last sleep i had was the 4-hour sleep on 15/11/08..) thirsty, (blah..) and of course - an urge to pee, XD!

Guess what, there's actually a queue to use the toilet. Queued up with some of my friends, waited and waited.. Till our patience wavered. Tried to find some alternatives, and "ah!" -


Portable toilets!
Our saviour?
Our suffocator, more appriopriate.

*Fast-forward again*

.. Received the certificate given by the voluntary helpers, with Wong beside me. (We finished at the same time). Helped myself to a few cups of 100Plus, a cup of warm coffee, and i felt soo relieved after the long run, except the cramps that i keep getting when i sit down, argh! Damn my low blood pressure XD!

After gathering at Maybank as planned, we went to our next destination by bus - Carrefour (Pn Gwee's suggestion - no one dared to suggest otherwise).

Carrefour - Washed up, changed, and we went to the foodcourt for our lunch! Sad to say that the only few "stalls" that were open were - Hussein Nasi Kandar, McDonalds, Chicken Rice Shop, KFC, and a stall with a guy selling noodles on hotplates.

Considered, considered and considered, finally decided to have a Zinger Burger Combo Set. Costed RM8.60, and it wasnt worth it - points taken off for the preparation time. "Fast food"? A burger takes 15 minutes to be prepared?

"I could get a burger in less than a minute for RM1.90 by the roadside", so says Wong.

The rest of the day continued with us starting our journey home by bus again. Looked around and all i see is dozing passengers - friends that were worn out after the run, till -

"BAM!", came a bang from the bus.

Oh, damn.

***

Minutes later, the bus was stopped on the side of the highway, while the bus driver informed us that one of the tires was punctured. Cool, just our luck.

"Just wait for about an hour, phone your parents to come fetch you if you can't wait."

A few did that, while i was among those who waited in the bus, boredom filling every particle of the air there.

"Uhh, you guys have to walk a distance so that another bus could fetch you."

That came an hour later. So long to our expectations.

So i led the way again with the bus driver's assistant, walking along the highway (One thing that i never hoped to do), climbing up a steep slope, and we got out of the highway into Taman Kempas - a road called "Jalan Kemuning" or something, god knows what. Anyways, its just a straight road from Tai Tong school.

Waited there for like another thirty minutes again, till a blue "Bas Pekerja" came and picked us up. Got back to school soon, and i started my solitary walk from school to my house. Usually i would have phoned for my parents to pick me up, but the Penang Bridge Run sort of changed my perspective about the word "Far".

A fun experience - though the rewards are blisters on my feet;
A fun outing with friends - though they said i looked moody and sad;
A fun day - though with quite many unlucky times, but those unlucky times were fun too.

Farewell then, i'm sooooo worn out now. Needa sleep!

"I no doubt deserved my enemies, but I don't believe I deserved my friends."
- Walt Whitman

Saturday 15 November 2008

Another Day At The Office

Phew, was supposed to write this post today morning (15 Nov 3.00am), but changed my mind :P, as i think i might probably die or something if i continue staying up so late.

Was invited to two things at once:
A dance war by Ibrahim students in Lip Seang Kor Hall,
and
A barbeque party just next-door.

Well lets see..
The dance war - tickets cost RM15 each (normal), and there're not gonna be friends going with me, as my original plan was just to go and meet some Ibrahim friends.

Barbeque party - this time's was supposed to be a scaled-down version of their usual barbeque parties. People invited are friends from our compound - Teng siblings, next-next-door neighbour siblings (Sorry i dunno their names), 3 guys from their swimming club, and of course - me.

After seconds of deciding, i decided to go to the less-hassle, no-entrance-fees-needed barbeque party at the Cheongs, lol.

7.30pm - bathed, washed up myself, and heard the sound of drizzling rain. I was like "Oh cool, it always rains when i don't want it to". Thought the BBQ was cancelled, but got a call from Mrs Cheong informing that the BBQ was still ON, and will be held in the house.

How could anybody start a fire in their house?

Went over after my preparations, and found Ivy, Ivy's sister, Teng and her brother watching a cantonese drama entitled "Moonlight Resonance" - jeez i dun quite like dramas, especially Hokkien and Cantonese dramas..
*Sorry everyone, no offence intended*

The "BBQ" started soon, and instead of starting a fire, Mrs Cheong used a cooker to heat up the sausages, chickens, stuff. All thanks to the rain -_-||. Well quite lucky for me, as i don't know how to start a fire, i just know how to PUT OUT fires - hey, im a member of the FireFighter's Cadet! XD!

Ate, had fun, chitchatted, got to know each other better, and we were quite contented by the end of the "food course". Bored, Ivy's sister got out a pack of cards - and so we played Big Two (its so called in english right?) and Red Dot (jeez).. Next unplanned activity - horror story telling. Sad to say that it.. umm, failed - as the horror stories are becoming jokes, thanks to me and the next-next-door neighbour. Kinda feel sorry for Teng, as she was the story-teller (who made plenty of hilarious grammatical errors XD)

Got back home at 10.15pm, and i went back to my home - da computaaz! Chatted, chatted, chatted, but i still felt a lil' bored, so i offered to re-design Inn's blog - Check it out now, i successfully made it kiddish! lol!
Actually i designed Kayasakizta's blog too a few days ago.. Here it is - Kayasakizta's future blog template (This blog is actually my test blog)

As usual, give yah comments! Call me childish, criticize my mouse-drawing in inn's blog, whatever! XD, im happy to hear them! lol.. And oh, the designing was the main reason i slept at 3am yesterday (no i mean today), but i don't mind :P.

And @Kayasakizta: Like your new template or not? If you're fine with it, gimme a message thru sms / mail / msn, whichever you like.

Lastly, i won't be blogging for.. i dunno, for today and 2morrow probably? As im going for the Penang Bridge Run. Wish me luck, may i return in one piece.

IceGlacial out.

"Too late we learn, a man must hold his friend
Unjudged, accepted, trusted to the end."
- John Boyle O'Reilly

Thursday 13 November 2008

Passport

Went for a jog with CCM around Tmn Melati this morning - actually we had no idea where we were supposed to jog, we just ran around, kampung roads, shops, schools, whatever.
Btw, quite nice to know that someone's starting to see sense at last - to start training up for the Penang Bridge Internation Marathon (PBIM) which is on next Sunday (i think).

Back from the jog at 8.10AM, and i started breakfast.

My morning was actually devoted to the government registration thingy department - to get a passport for me. Decided to bring the novel La Dame aux Camelias there, but changed my mind - what if it goes missing or something?

My time at the department was.. considered quite interesting - there, i got to see quite a few types of people, no matter how bored it was.

While i was at the "Photo-taking" counter, i met the first kind:

Proud Malay Lady
Description - Short, wears square-framed specs, arrogant-type face.
Events -
Actually i was standing in the middle of the corridor, and she was trying to get past me. An "excuse me" would be fine enough for me, but what she actually did was just shove me slightly to the side - nothing said. Kinda rude in a way, but oh well..
No matter, i just kept quiet, till the time she was supposed to be in front of me in the queue, but the clerk there serviced me first instead of her.
*Evil-laughs silently*

Got my form and photo ready, so i took a number and started waiting for my turn for the next counter. While waiting, there's the next cute boy who caught my eye:

Cute lil' Arab (i think) Boy
Description - Aged around.. 3 - 4 years old, with an adorable face.
Events -
Actually there was nothing much interesting about him. Just the normal kids-thingy - tugging and pulling at her mother's large selendang (it was really large!), and playing Peekaboo with me silently, XD. Actually it was my mom who started to entertain him, but eventually he switched his attention to me instead, blehh.. As i said, not much interesting, but i felt he was cute enough to earn a spot in my blogpost.

Next came.. the:

Old chinese gramma
Actually she was kinda lonely - she just came in the building without any relatives accompanying her or something. She was kinda confused with the digitalized system in the department (i think), and probably not familiar with the Malay language spoken by the people there (i think too). Ah well, out of sympathy, mom helped her - by explaining the procedure needed to apply for a passport, etc etc.. She was kinda easygoing though, talked a lil' with me - i guess she's really lonely then.. Kinda reminds me of my late gramma.

That ends my "trip" to the registration department - from 0900 to 1030 hrs. Dunno if its considered fast - or slow.

Oh yeah, did i mention that the photo-taking service was soo awesome? It was like "1, 2.." and i was like "Wai-" and
*Flash* - a flash of white light, and the voice of the photographer, "The photo'll be ready in 4 minutes."
Needless to say, my passport photo shows me as a shocked person! XD, i'd gladly share it up here, but sadly i couldnt.

Catch y'all later.

"It is a sweet thing, friendship, a dear balm,
A happy and auspicious bird of calm..."
- Shelly

Wednesday 12 November 2008

The Kiss

Typed this story - with a book entitled "Chicken Soup For The Kids' Soul" on my lap.

Thought of sharing it with you all, so here goes:

*** Start ***

There once was a little girl named Cindy. Cindy's father worked six days a week, and often came home tired from the office. Her mother worked equally hard, doing the cleaning, the cooking and the many tasks needed to run a family. Theirs was a good family, living a good life. Only one thing was missing, but Cindy didn't even realize it.

One day, when she was nine, she went on her first sleepover. She stayed with her friend Debbie. At bedtime, Debbie's mother tucked the girls into bed. She kissed them both good night.

"Love you," said Debbie's mother.

"Love you, too," murmured Debbie.

Cindy was so amazed that she coudn't sleep. No one had ever kissed her good night. No one had ever kissed her at all. No one had ever told her that they loved her. All night long, she lay there, thinking over and over, "This is the way it should be"

When she went home, her parents seemed pleased to see her.

"Did you have fun at Debbie's house?" asked her mother.

"The house felt awfully quiet without you," said her father.

Cindy didn't answer. She ran up to her room. She hated them both. Why had they never kissed her? Why had they never hugged her or told her they loved her? Didn't they love her?

She wished she could run away. She wished she could live with Debbie's mother. Maybe there had been a mistake and these weren't her real parents. Maybe Debbie's mother was her real mother.

That night before bed, she went to her parents.

"Well, good night then," she said. Her father looked up from his newspaper.

"Good night," he said.

Her mother put down her sewing and smiled. "Good night, Cindy."

No one made a move. Cindy couldn't stand it any longer.

"Why don't you ever kiss me?" she asked.

Her mother looked flustered. "Well," she stammered, "because, I guess... because no one ever kissed me when i was little. That's just the way it was."

Cindy cried herself to sleep. For many days she was angry. Finally she decided to run away. She would go to Debbie's house and live with them. She would never go back to the parents who didn't love her.

She packed her backpack and left without a word. But once she got to Debbie's house, she couldn't go in. She decided that no one would believe her. No one would let her live with Debbie's parents. She gave up her plan and walked away.

Everything felt bleak and hopeless and awful. She would never have a family like Debbie's. She was stuck forever with the worst, most loveless parents in the world.

Instead of going home, she went to a park and sat on a park bench. She sat there for a long time, thinking, until it grew dark. All of a sudden, she saw the way. This plan would work. She would make it work.

When she walked into her house, her father was on the phone. He hung up immediately. Her mother was sitting with an anxious expression on her face. The moment Cindy walked in, her mother called out, "Where have you been? We've been worried to death!"

Cindy didn't answer. Instead she walked up to her mother, gave her a kiss right on her cheek and said, "I love you, Mom." Her mother was so startled that she couldn't speak. Cindy marched up to her dad, She gave him a hug. "Good night, Dad," she said. "I love you." And then she went to bed, leaving her speechless parents in the kitchen

The next morning when she came down to breakfast, she gave her mother a kiss. She gave her father a kiss. At the bus stop, she stood on tiptoe and kissed her mother.

"Bye, Mom," she said. "I love you."

And that's what Cindy did, every day of every week of every month. Sometimes her parents drew back from her, stiff and awkward. Sometimes they laughed about it. But they never returned the kiss. But Cindy didn't stop. She had made her plan. She kept trying. Then, one evening, she forgot to kiss her mother before bed. A short while later, the door of her room opened. Her mother came in

"Where's my kiss, then?" she asked, pretending to be angry.

Cindy sat up. "Oh, I forgot," she said. She kissed her mother.

"I love you, Mom," she lay down again. "Good night," she said and closed her eyes. But her mother didn't leave. Finally she spoke.

"I love you, too," her mother said. Then her mother bent down and kissed Cindy, right on the cheek. "And don't ever forget my kiss again," she said, pretending to be stern.

Cindy laughed. "I won't," she said. And she didn't

Many years later, Cindy had a child of her own, and she kissed that baby until, as she said, "Her little cheeks were red."

And everytime she went home, the first thing her mother would say to her was, "Where's my kiss, then?"

And when it was time to leave, she'd say, "I love you. You know that, don't you?"

"Yes, Mom," Cindy would say. "I've always known that."

*** End ***

Say what you like about me - emotional, sentimental, god knows what. Just posting for those who'd like to read it.

Tuesday 11 November 2008

PhotoPost : Of Last Days and Birthdays..

A compilation of some pics from Inn's and Wong's camera..

Click on the picture to see it in full-size (1024 resolution)


Our last Form 3 day in school.



Me and my friends..



.. And a shot with Wong.

The end of a school year - that passes by so quickly without me noticing..

Kent's birthday..


Me!



'Twas that a guy could produce a digital camera from his mouth..



Declan's little sis, who talked with us away from the crowd.



My fingers!



.. And lastly, a group photo, with Kent as the birthday boy - and the bride for today. Newly married!

Monday 10 November 2008

Take THIS, Yimin!

A perfect song of your idol - Mariah Carey!

But.. resang by Valentina Hasan from Bulgarian Idol!



.. And .. Mariah's reaction..



Ken lee, tulibu dibu douchoo~

*P/S: Check Yimin's blog for the ORIGINAL song! XD!

Frisbee

Umpteenth time unlucky, dyou think?

Well, i got let down aga-

No.

It isnt what you think today.

I did my usual routine again yesterday - SMSing everyone to inform them about today's frisbee, 0800 - 1200 hrs. Some replied, some didnt; and i forgot that Form Fours, Sin Min (Private), and Ibrahim were still having school - unlike us lazy Form Threes :P.

Plenty of reasons popped back as usual - "I think i cant wake up..", "I'm not in SP right now", "Will it rain later?"..

The result was better than i've expected - 7 other people arrived, on 0900 - Jailman, Joe, Theh, Kang, Tan, Mah, Me, and Neeta.

And so gameplay started as usual - the only downhill today was the other players werent as fast as last time - probably lack of training or because of the absence of Aaron?

All in all, quite something out of the blues for me - only 7 people came, but its better than none.

Great news btw! My frisbee disc broke into two today, and that taught me my lesson - never to buy black coloured MyDiscs again, i got the feeling that they're "weaker", after seeing three black frisbee discs splitting into two - SingYi's, Teoh's, and mine. Would probably get a Discraft from Teoh on my trip to KL soon. Anyone wanna get new discs leave yah comment here! So far i think Mah's buying a MyDisc and a Discraft each, but im not sure.

Sooo looking forward to play at KDU or wherever they play in KL.

Nottingham Oops, here i come!

I Like to Move It, Move It

Yeah, you got that right - Madagascar : Escape 2 Africa!

We 4 members from the Banana Champalang Band - Jailman, Meg, Cat, and their newest addition, yours truly, Inna Capati - decided this noon (1400 hrs) for a movie (ME2A) at GSC in Central Square.

Caught with nothing to do at home, i agreed.

Sent Jailman as our booker - to book 4 tickets for the 4 monkeys that were going to their theatre later. He went at 1530. And i was still preparing myself to go, at 1545.
Sorry Jailman, XD.

Got all our asses there a short while before 1630 - the start of the show. Bought some popcorns, 2 carbonated drinks, and we went in and sat there, waiting patiently noisily for the show to start.

Our position was like this:
[Let A be Inna, B be Jailman, C be Cat, D be Meg.]

There were 4 seats in the row we're sitting, and here goes.

........========........
XXXX.XXXXXX.XXXX
XXXX.XXXXXX.XXXX
XXXX.XXXXXX.ACDB
[Continue yourself]

Weird little diagram, but that's how we sat.

I wont put up a review of the plot, stuff, as i don't wanna be a spoiler.

After we ate watched the whole movie, we walked out from the cinema and started our next mission - walk around the mall hunting for a tie for Cat's brother. Cat and Meg was at the front chattering and walking - while Jailman and i tagged along helplessly, unexperiencedly. However, we were acting like siaokias till we "annoyed" Meg, and she jokingly said that she's not coming for shopping with us, ever. Happy to say, we couldn't find a primary-schooler-size tie - all the ties sold there were adult-sized.

However, while on our entire-mall journey, we met a few people we know of course - Low Jian Wei (Form 5); two girls from Form 4 whom i know by sight, not by name; Shelhiel's mom and sis; and Inn, walking with her mom and little brother.

The lesson the girls learnt - avoid shopping with Inna Capati and Jailman tagging along behind you - all you get is jokes, nothing constructive.

***

By the way, i received an email sent by Penang Bridge International Marathon (PBIM) yesterday, confirming my payment for the marathon. However, when i checked the status of my registration - i got the message:
"Sorry, the entered name, country of origin and identification no doesn't match any record in our system.
Please try again."

I did what any sensible person would do - freaking send a mail to them, informing them of my missing info. Finally got help today, and my name's finally in their database.

***

Sheesh, i really dunno whats happening to me nowadays.. Is it because of the holidays or something..? I'm just getting so moody.. I hate it, i hate the holidays..

The ship's wavering.. would it sink?

"Do not save your loving speeches
For your friends till they are dead;
Do not write them on their tombstones,
Speak them rather now instead."
- Anna Cummins

Saturday 8 November 2008

Sunflower..

I actually tried my luck again by planning a frisbee pickup for today morning - 0830-1200 hrs, lol.

Went there at 0830, and the field was occupied by Malays using it for aerobic exercises. Asked the organizer for the time they're using the field - and he replied: "Lapan hingga sembilan stengah".. Oooh well..

Nadhira and Hazwanie were the firsts to come after me, so i explained to them that we had to wait till after the exercises they're having, and they did.

I waited, waited and waited, while filling my waiting time composing a poem - so bored out of my mind. *Will add the poem in the end of this post*

At last, 0930 came. I checked back on the field, but no one came yet - unless you count the two lonely Malay girls sitting there. I thought "Nevermind, probably they had to come later or something..", as i have received an sms from Joe and Neeta this morning - "I'll come abit later today".

So, we played. Me, Nadhira and Hazwanie, and yeah, i invited some of the guys from the aerobic exercise just now too. We played. And played. And.. still no one came. Nadhira and Hazwanie said that they'll have to go back if there's still no one coming at 10. So there.

No one did, and i have to send smses to every member again - just to confirm that today's pickup was really off. And back came replies - some busy with tuition, some thot it was supposed to be 1500 - 1800 in the noon, duh.

So back home i came, with a feeling of letdown again. However, it was okay to me, as firstly, i think more positively about it now; Secondly, i'm used to being let down.

***

Extract from Andrew Matthew's Happiness Now!:



BE FLEXIBLE!

Here's a recipe for permanent misery ...
Decide how you think the world SHOULD be.

Then, when life doesn't obey your rules, get angry!
That's what miserable people do!

Let's say you expect that:
* People SHOULD appreciate you.
* Planes SHOULD arrive on time.
* Your husband SHOULD remember your birthday.

Sounds reasonable ...
but often, these things won't happen!
So you end up frustrated.

Happy people make fewer DEMANDS on life.
Instead, they have PREFERENCES!

They say:
"I would prefer "A", but if "B" happens, it's OK too!"

I PREFER the neighbours to be quiet –
but if they make a noise, I can handle it.

I PREFER people to see my point of view –
but when they disagree, it is OK.

You have preferences about the outcome of your plans,
but you accept WHATEVER happens.

So your mission today?
Instead of making DEMANDS on life and people,
have PREFERENCES.

There are two ways to become happier:
a) change the world, or
b) change your thinking.

It is easier to change your thinking!

***

The world isnt just built to suit me.
There's bound to be someone that hurts me everyday.
I'll just have to accept it.

*P/S: Here's the poem which i made,
Entitled "Sunflower" and directed to the person who likes sunflowers, The whole poem is purely my creation, i swear i didnt plagiarize it.

A sunflower so perfect, so flawless,
Brings nothing but joy and happiness;
Surviving rain and other hardships,
The true symbol of eternal friendship.


"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."
- Charles Caleb Colton

Friday 7 November 2008

Boredom

.. And again, the start of a monotonous holiday ..

Now i wonder why so many people like the holidays so much - do they prefer seeing no one, being stuck at home for several weeks than the other way round..?

I'd prefer school life - where i could meet friends, where i could participate in many activities, where i could..

*Back to today*

Setted my alarm to ring at 7.10AM, but it didnt ring anyway, as.. as.. i accidentally messed up the time, (eg: if it was 5PM now, i accidentally set it to 5AM). So i missed my alarm. Big deal, but i woke up at 7.25AM spontaneously, so no harm done..

My morning started off with my weekly volleyball practice - which eats into the time that was formerly planned for frisbee pickups: Friday 0800 to 1200 hrs. No choice but to go and get myself tortured for that four hours.

Not much to say about the practice - as its just drilling, drilling and more drilling.

Night - Kent's birthday party! Got myself prepared and went to Kent's house at 1900 hrs. And.. i.. was.. like.. wow.. another wow..

Oh geez..

Another palace..

It's overwhelming..

Walked in the palace, and so i started to hang around with Kent and some of my other friends.

I have to say, that was the coolest birthday party that i've ever been in. Catering, plenty of his friends, family and relatives, it was more of a wedding dinner than a birthday party - obviously, he's a damn lucky guy.

Was wearing a coat over my sleeveless, but i took it off after a few minutes in the house - it was so stuffy. And the rest of the party went on as a normal birthday party would - Food, fun, food, laughter, and more food.

The end of the party came.. abit too quick for me. Went home at 10.45pm, and back i am here in front of my computer. Happy birthday to Kent anyways.

Actually its not the party i'd really enjoyed - but the moment where me and my friends could spend together, again - a short few hours without stress, full of enjoyment.

*Back to thoughts*

Holidays.. holidays.. holidays..

Plenty of events planned, but how much i wish for something.. something that would come unexpected.

"You're nothing short of my everything."
--Ralph Block

Thursday 6 November 2008

So Long, Form Three.

The 7.25am bell rings.

Our morning was started by our usual briefing about the day's event in the basketball court, and we were unable to go up to our usual classrooms today - because Form 4 students were using our block for whatever reasons best known themselves.

First program - A talk about proper pronunciation and phonetics - by a team from Cambridge University. Didnt benefit me much actually - as there's already phonetic guides - both in the dictionary and in The Internet.

Second program - A karaoke event, which was kinda free-for-all, seeing as the emcee today was PhuiMin. Form Threes sang, Form Fours sang, a teacher sang, whatever. A bottle of champagne was opened on-stage too. Hokkien songs, Cantonese songs, Korean songs, you name it - they're all available if you'd come to watch just now.

The sad moment - The song “朋友” was played, and everybody joined in. Feels kinda sad that we wont be able to see each others for a month and a half.

"朋友一生一起走, 那些日子不再有, 一句話一輩子一生情一杯酒.."

The 1.10pm bell rings - signalling the start of our holidays.

So long, Form Three - the year i tried the most, the year i experienced the most. A year of many "first"s, a year of many new-found friends.

Farewell.

Wednesday 5 November 2008

Fall For You - Jatuh bagi kamu

Yesterday and today - the performance-days where every Form 3 class has to prepare two different performances - 1) A song that involves every student in the class, and 2) Anything talent-related that we like. That's just so evil, and i've been appointed Ketua Persembahan as usual - not uncommon as im in such a class =.=

First Performance (Yesterday)

Our song - When You Say Nothing At All by Ronan Keating > Supposed to be sang by the whole class, but none of them cared to check out the song, even after i told them to.

*Flashback*

We went up on stage after a last-minute-positioning, and we had three mikes - One for the whole class, one for Yimin, and one for me. I wasn't supposed to sing in the song actually, but, ya know, there's like only eight people in the class who really knows how to sing the song, so i'd to sing so as to "lead" them.

Backfires?

The mike that i was using was spoilt i think - no sound came out even when i sang into it. Damn it, had to listen to Yimin's crow voice the whole song, mwahahaha (I'm dead).. Nahh, Yimin, nice courage though XD. Furthermore, Eugene didn't plug in his keyboard to an amp, so, keyboard music was non-existent. Performance SUCKS. Period.

Second Performance (Today)

Song - Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade, performed by the weird trio - Yimin, Eugene and me.

Result?

The main problem lies with the sound system again - yesterday it was my mike, and today it's my guitar which was plugged into the amp. Freaking idiots, they turned down the volume for reasons only god knows. My voice was.. was.. was.. i dunno.. Sufferers of my voice please comment? XD. Yimin came in at the wrong time, forcing me to skip a whole paragraph of song. Unluckiness, unluckiness, unluckiness..

Oh yeah btw, did i say that i was one of the four emcees for the performances? Well the others are - YuChuen (3.8), YeYing (3.0), ChingYee(3.1). Nervousness - my first time in secondary school on stage - and even as an emcee too, oh my god.. Not bad, as i conquered my fear of being onstage a lil' bit..

The english forum commenced after recess - and i was still being busy as i have to meet Cik Song for the emcee-after-performance-comments. Blehh, never got a chance to prepare properly for the forum before it started. No notes, no nothing - ah well, i'm going impromptu then.

Topic discussed : "Do you agree that Maths and Scienceare taught in the Malay language instead of English?"

Answer seems easy enough - "NO WAY!", but oh well, we've to give our reasons too.

Quite fun actually, being part of the panel, as we get the chance to openly express our feelings, however sensitive it is, mwahaha. Nah, actually we did stop someone from going on further after he said "The Malay language is stup-"

All in all, quite a nice day for me, feels different to be in a different perspective - being the emcee, being a participant - instead of just being part of the audience. It really feels different, yet full of experience.

Our last day of school tomorrow - kinda miss the school at this time now.. Well not the school specifically, but the students and teachers perhaps.

As common people would say - "Happy holidays!", I hope i would too.

I hope.. I hope what i hope happens..

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for."
- Epicurus

Monday 3 November 2008

PhotoPost : PSS-Prefect Annual Dinner


Before we started..



Beware, the Wobbly Man!



Ooh gosh, me in Shelhiel's specs! -.-||



The expressions! Love it! XD!



*Steals a present without anyone noticing*, so thinks Eugene..



Cik Teoh: *Shrieks*
Pn Wong: Lol, its Donald Duck there! (o.o?)
En Wong: Damn.. can't.. open.. this..
Pn Oi: Haha, i saw Donald Duck there too! (o.o||)
Pn Heng: Oh look look! Its magic!



Steamingly delicious..



.. till the Hungry Monster couldn't resist it anymore.



The tilt-your-head-to-the-left choir group.



.. And here comes the blue-jeans-group, founded by Pn Heng.



Forgot, there were the Three Musketeers too..


Coming up: Photos of our band.



Our first song - When You're Gone, with everyone of us crying.. Okay okay, its just lack of confidence, as i said in my former post..



Our second song - Teardrops On My Guitar, more confident, and quite a nice shot too, XD.



Rock time!! - The Best Damn Thing.


Ending it all, our band's group photos, from two different cameras.